Just Do It

I did it! I couldn't imagine how hard it was to push myself up 1,400 over steps and to gather the guts to get back up that ass of a bitchwhich had just thrown me off her back.One moment,I was silently straddling her back and the next I was flung up in the air and landed splat on the muddy ground which was luckily soft and slippery and cushioned the fall.I wanted to give up the trek uphill but no way,this was the fulfillment of a youthful dream ,the search for lost youth,the pursuit for that shangri la in the clouds starts with me climbing back from the pits of dirt and earth and once you've hit rock bottom in your life,there is no way out but up.

that stubborn as a mule snorted and refused to climb up until her handler reprimanded her.In a way,I pity the poor ass as my big ,fat ass pressing on her back must have made her uncomfortable.Real ass hole,it said to me.I might as well be grazing on the grass or frolicking with my mates instead of straining myself muscle,sinew and back pain too.

There is a deep aura of serenity to sit outside the very same cave where guru rinpoche meditated and contemplate on where the next stage of your journey will take you.the wind whistles in your ear,the waterfall gushes down the steep cliffs and the chilly breeze calms frayed nerves.I send my gratitude to all sentient beings for giving me the strength to persevere.My knee screams with each agonizing step,my breath is short  and panting as the lungs acclimatise to thinner air and my muscle pulls after that toss up in the air.But pain and suffering are teachers.Lesson learnt.

When you are aware that here is now
                                 that after was over
                              and what will come will come
                          not happiness to seek but upekka