Superstressed out

 I havent finished springcleaning n its less than a week to lunar new year.im super stressed out marketing at wet market for fresh meat n vege.worse still Air Selamgor didnt do a good job of repairing the clogged pipe so i need to go to the office to complain the third 3rd time.why cant people do things right the first time.

Then the little emperor at home wont lift a finger to help with springcleaning,washing up or grocery shopping.bad luck i married useless Asian males who dont cook or clean and expect to be served hand and foot.jun had the cheek to say asian females are domestic goddess.no one is born knowing how to cook or do housework.We learn and keep trying.Asian males have bloody sexist attitudes on housework n domestic chores.Wish i had money to hire a parttime maid as my knees ache n finger joint swells.

The xiao wang di woke up from his nap after playing handphone for hours and asked what are you cooking for dinner.im sorely tempted to hurl the cleaver and the chopping board at him.its human flesh bun or the legendary yen yuk bao.bloody lazy to do washing up or cleaning the kitchen.just dai sek lan.ugh.

This year my younger sis and brother living in Singapore wont be coming back to ancestral home since mom n dad have passed away.its gonna be a quiet new year without my nephews n nieces.so i gonna ask blind single sis over for reunion and cook a simple poon choy or prosperity bowl and a mock shark fins soup with melon.then for seventh day or yen yat i will cook a herbal hotpot and the yee sang or raw fish salad.i will use jellyfish n smoked salmon and sprinkle with salted egg yolk crispy salmon skin.hot pot is easy so i dont need to stand and cook.

I miss the good old days .21 years ago we were one happy family when my late hubby,mom and dad were still alive.in this black n white photo im flanked on both sides by elder blind sis and second sis and in front my three younger brothers and sisters.now we re like wild geese,each flying to different paths.