Living on borrowed time.

How much time do we have left to do the things we desire now im at mid life.my late mom went to a fortune teller when we were born n he wrote out our destined fate and a road map of our lives from birth.i had a break in my life line at mid way.so to be still alive and kicking today is a bonus to me for i'm living on borrowed time. Some things are fated like life n death is not in our hands.juns friends father had diabetes type one,went for frequent health check ,took insulin shots etc but how did he die? he choked to death eating an apple while home alone.friends brother has a car but the one time he took his motorbike to go nearby shops,he got hit by a hit n run driver n was killed on the spot.so i gonna live as if i were dying coz im really lucky to be here after the fortune tellers prediction. with the rise of covid,we dont even know if death is just around the corner or if we will wake up to another sun rise. from the novel how do you live, yoshino says the things that you feel most deeply,from the very bottom of your heart,will never deceive you in the slightest. the hero Coopers mother advised him " even when we become adults,it often happens that we think back on things with regret.we wonder"why didnt i do what was in my heart that one time? when just about anyone takes a serious look back at their lives,we all may have one or two things like this. error has the same relationship to truth as sleeping doez to waking.i have seen that when one wakes from error,one turns to truth again as if revived.these are the words of Goethe we have the power to decide on our own who we will be.therefore,we will make mistakes.however, ww have the power to decide on our own who we will be.therefore,we can also recover from mistakes