A space to unwind

i like a quiet place to read and unwind especially after the devil cat pisses on my favourite Chinoserie tote bag that my old varsity mate gifted me for she knows i love Chinese fashion.the bag was so stinky after kitty pissed on it.i had

to use disinfectant,laundry detergent n febreeze to wash it it caused the red embroidered applique color to run and now i need to embroider something to cover up the red stain. When i read i can cool down as i feel like skinning the cat.pisses all the time everywhere oh i feel like a bad pawrent.google search says my cat may have bad urinary tract infection n thats why he pisses n hes howling in pain.i feel so guilty not to understand his behaviour but tomorrow i must take him to the vet to check his health.he could be in pain n doesnt know how to tell us so his behaviour of frequent pissing n howling is his cry for help.poor darling.we are lousy pawrents.